![]() | The East Village Peter Ganick podiums: autobiographical cafe fictions [an extended project to be written from 02/10/00 to 12/31/00, no matter what.] for Sheila E. Murphy 207] and why the agreement was less forthcoming literally changing the music> nights and sheep in therefore to believe with a walking over the wafted mitigation saying excuses made> conducive to lying down in swoon> there be immanent literature in the fleeting awareness of craft turning thistle to blindness> and with sly viridian nomenclature there begins with a shame of needing more time space tiling those blankly not the wonderful to blare oily noise starting waking> night shape in the excessive lanyard stamen> precisely thought of with leggings in tameness to exonerate either or a bad noise from handrails> now for why to blast ironies lamenting those prattling voices> loading out of the second hand emptiness limitless anywhere> nothing between earrings in the folded restitution of grammar isolated formally thinking of hidden selves in thought to bloss ventricles> mahogany lozenges needing breaking down> one paramour to assent with self interest only> 208] turned into tuesday could haves> those proceeding with enmity in violation of corrals dedicated romanticism starting it other all formally the tryst value of demanding space to flame> the secondary illbient manipulation already startled gathering a lost tangible sprocket of suspicious malarkey> and skipping ahead or back> that next limit offering attention to mandala> one's sorrowful exclamation not the sitting posture> noises front the balance to escape from whose whereabouts> not self of whose pulling trash out a dumpster changes sleep posture> in androgynous coitus loaning truism from adept nuance liens on the ethereal mitosis> evanescent omission serenely profited upon taking altered assumptions not for less than worthiness> 209] quick flinch feeling bartered familiarly> an expanse of mitigation with sundials oven proof in dasein similarity> not the grammar checkpoint> with a hungered gun in flywheel> thin hearing to blame> looking out however malleable those tailors farewell to answer boxes the twenty five dollars of fusillade> as ownership those tailing thinnest kick in partaken revelation all sizes aware of itself> __________ ..... __________ 218] small animal approaching made whimpering noises at the doorway> as amateur worldview> no wonder if the tongued note in the wooden flutterbox shapes not going out ogres in theory some wash bothered not using> smitten witless analyzed thinking shorn of blast nourishment thistle bandolier the possibility of evil as evolution in necessity temporarily the vowel notwithstanding attritive simulcast of googol sleepily none of attendant less and less those parallel to modesty> thymus wishful as thorax as throat how to evermore another not having heard elsewhere blanketed peroxide> shipping charges senescent and mindless thespian retuning lesions on beam> trouble with speech in the glow of silence timed through a why and a what> cited as for being with a soft smile of welcome song in hearsay> merciful and forgotten> thensome as self promotional cartooning the image of what can be sought infallibly wooden forms of whose unimposing tread on brood earth boredom setting in on bassinet and corked winds> __________ ..... __________ 235] as when thought tries release of space into aspect from a garden formed inside tall waters> schemed from as too many those will but assign from having with activation no hasp on the doorway tonic to relaxation> as wearing a thinness with aplomb the invitation turned down in frigid amazement too much in parallel of demand> as when those wooden track shoes do no longer server whose affection held mindlessness as awareness> seen for what hidden songs remove> 236] meet with screen darkening for a showing of movies> their addiction grew into a flaring document of trial and error waiving itself into typewriter scrambles into defensive anatomies> left to its own divisions the remotely pure arrive> then to necessitate jarring tosses into a wastebasket off handshakes with a prediction> lightly spun not waiting for more than whose appreciation of correctness assumes the absence is mitigated less than a flair> self in arrears waiting as the doing assumes from a carnival of gems> met at the borderline front and center as the saying goes> left to predict on its own no having of shape in telling affect to bias of cruelty next to acceleration grows intentional and pure> limitless as breath unfolding in scarred lights telling theoretical movings where assurance frequents what will not go away> 237] acting for the mildness in a warring faction> negated issues from whose appearance thematic resilience gains promiscuity for its own purposes regales in tempo nothing formal trying to land a job> emplotment in the curious malediction of preview with arrangement too lightly assigned> wherewithal infectious and greedy> parallel for whose ignored loss iterated temptation unforgivingly the mellifluous criminal mindset appallingly totalitarian and cruel> needing mendicant beneficence to yellow blades' intention not buying out showtime bearings> evanescent as midrange to believe and shut down in front> __________ ..... __________ 242] easy as potency that issue related from happiness another world soft and desirable> emulated fixates to breathe unfolding scratches in dense matter around startled foci leaning rhizomes intent upon displacement thinly addressed foreign assumptions laterally glowing> got the small hideaways fell throat guillotine tomorrow's bind to result restricted mandibles leaving town> necessitated formulae then as prevented merging without a speech left to center> next advantage anyone naked for therefore to bleed unsold garrulous managers in ascent> 243] not more telling than willful> that be bartered paint in essay to blanket with immature lassitude feeling spendthrift rogue startled tramp on schoolyard groundswell> toned through evocation with annoying lariat in mesmerization glowing however limitless energetic relationship spawned reactionary> will treasure for cash next to walling off essential grit> near pylon and febrile tussle on sofa orange or white the leanings with entity attritive asking melancholy's appearance to limit arrangements with heads up for the bloated reaction of travel to another site> on a situated melisma one cavorts tellingly appeared in document invoiced and revolved around whose paltry remoteness hastens a change of suture in demand related> garb of who parks into a scheme reacted with noise following rack and pinion meltaways naked through street windings mellow and ignorant of alarm> unremorseful trajectory how motile to believe with sheep under storyboard midlines curious as tilt a whirl in festival moniker altering mindsets with energy> spatially the movement underfoot witnessing attempts to relax> __________ ..... __________ 246] relocated from philosophical cluelessness not having tonic dominant lala land miscues ivory totalitarianisms without sprocket with a blondish nature to cesarean> assuming alternate reactions will arise noon of travel to space station groveling with a curio in pocket shoving off the motion from happiness released> movieland in the face of altered notions wilts from a garage sale nevertheless aroused in farewell essayed seeking not hearing from gaining trap to fend off the longer the silence the beast deleted and bozo filtered> hygiene of finger in mouth dubious after all> 247] a willowy apprentice shares tiles too much for the exoneration always referring back to selflessness cut down in not tolerant mutations curious as defensive entrail of whoever notices more than once a pat on the shoulder in friendship> as another poison for grammar the special momentum grueling with attempt evenly slothful but beautiful that being a strength to pay> attritive melancholy resuming with appearance the dialing of creation in other more worldly festivals without spiritual consciousness to array itself elsewhere> in fertility the assumption of who promises feeling wary blighters follow tossed salvation into the bucket of dregs left for woolen animals> probed through whose filtration arrivals react with space to lean out on the balcony reacting with essence lest the blot on the suture is portal to memory in another state> grass roots is however palisades work out in the gymnasium libertine valence to meet with strangeness experienced limitlessly not getting touchÈ until making sure it can see well> 248] that visual stronghold in culpable deletion witnesses nothing betterment cares for iterative processes more than itself in negation lost from the starving errata in one's mindstyle> circuits and ductwork in a relationship to what one believes in negating with streamlined velocity at another breakfast haughtiness could ask from height to jar on the ledge> narrated from every morning then some would weaken from sports gelling trash out of the cantankerous migraine lemming in the strudel> __________ ..... __________ Peter Ganick Index |